unFathomable Envisagement,Imperfectly Perfect

Had a good treat from weifeng. yummy and we were bloated till we skipped dinner. sat there, ate and ate from 12 sharp till 2.25pm. Cost SGD 21 and i think it's worthwhile! you bet! anyway, 1. shark fin's soup 2. clam and oysters 3. baby octopus, prawn salad, ham, pasta, seaweed etc. 4. Unagi, unagi pizza, raw octopus, salmon, squid. 5. Bamboo 'lala' 6. Dory fish + butter 7. Black pepper lamb 8. delicious! + mocha coffee, a slice of oreo cheese cake and mango cheese cake, + longan and sea coconut as dessert. 9. Last but not least, ICE CREAM! mine in particular is lime and mango sorbet. aiyo..too full..cannot eat anymore.. Basically, didn't imagine the both of us could eat that much! After eating, went jalan jalan to help digest some of the food. long time never camwhore. lol. tried 3 bajus but never buy any despite the grand singapore sale. swt. ciao~

Finally I've the time to settle down in my room to type a few words. I've been working for 2 weeks already , and things have been very challenging. The things I do everyday is work ( 8 hours), come back to do some research, sleep, and work again the next morning. It is boring. I just couldn't imagine myself doing this in life. Sigh. There are just many types of people everywhere. The place where I work are mostly Caucasians and they are definitly the upper level class of people who know about their medications and what they are taking them for. Basically, this makes my job even tougher as i feel that what i know is also what they know. Hence, if i make a mistake, they will definitely know! Yea, have encountered 'weird' types of people, have been yelled at, and i can't imagine more to come for the next 4 weeks. It will be increasingly harder. I DON"T WANT TO WEAR MY WHITECOAT. There's just too many names and more often than not i keep mixing them up. It...

In one hour's time, I'll be sitting for my final paper. and The day has arrived. She was fine the last time I saw her. I remember she could still walk, talk and eat. Today, she can't speak, she can't eat, she can't walk. She lay supine, unable to do anything. BREATHE, is the only thing she is able to do. Yet, each breath gets harder and harder. The sound of her breathing could be heard even through the phone. She is a very extremely tough person I know. By being tough is the only way she will enable herself to live ; to give life to others ( her children) and the people around her. Despite having a bad temper and a genetically inherited stubborness which runs now in the family, she is strong-willed, determined, and ' look hard, soft inside'. She survived many years of torture nobody can imagine, yet she still able to survive them all. Until today, her time has come. She needs to rest. She doesn't deserve to endure the pain anymore...her twin suffered jus...

I am soo f****** pissed. Not with the paper I sat for today, not with anyone, but with MYSELF Everyone seems to be realllly into studying. Yes. People study. I study too. In fact, I study day, night and even in my dreams. Until I have the urge to just BURST. I get multiple headaches and still force info in and in and in. No. I don't hate studying. But i hate studying for days..non-stop. Sitting in my room, glued my butt to the chair from 9am to 12am with occasional take off time to shower, and eat ( together while studying) just getting on my nerves!. I cannot withstand the ongoing days with notes ; hardly have time for ANYTHING ELSE. It can really make me go insane. For others, they study too. But how come they don't go insane? And yet, they can MEMORISE ( yes, memorise) sooooooo freaking much without worrying that they'll forget? Why I have to read and read and read and read ( at least 5-6 rounds!!!) before I can actually UNDERSTAND and then MEMORISE?????? I just cannot d...

Alright. The one week of study week has started. I thought there will be time to finish what we're supposed to study since we have gone through the many CAs. However, this does not seem so..half of the CAs we've studied will not be tested in FINALS. Plus, the stack of notes that we have to study is just DIFFICULT to complete given only one week. Well, maybe it isn't impossible to complete, just DIFFICULT. ( yes, this is true if my speed is reduced .) gimme a break, after the 3 weeks of non-stop torture, a normal sentient human being would feel tired, exhausted, and requires a rest. Please agree with me.... >. BTW, for my 6 wks preceptorship, I am posted to: Well, Jean and Suyin got UNITY. I've heard many not-so-good stuff about guardian ..but anyway, i believe different retail pharmacies have their own strengths and weaknesses. My preceptor is a Ms. , and according to the SPB website, she graduated in 2003, registered in 2005. Hence, she's only about 4-5 yrs my s...

Ok this doesn't sound as 'glamorous ' as the title suggest. Yes. It is near the exams in NUS. and many ppl are falling sick. I have not officially falled sick. Minor symptoms here and there. This time, it's the eye allergy problem. I used to have skin allergies eg. Eczema. Well, the trend has changed. Anyway, I realised I have been keeping different types of medications (perhaps not enough to open a mini pharmacy lah, but enough to fit into a ... First Aid Kit maybe? lolz. with more of the oral medications though. FYI: (What i obtained from wf's room. - There are antidepressants, antiemetics, antiflatulence etc.) ( From my room. There are steroids, supplements, antifungal, antiseptics etc.) ps: could you see the Prefrin box? Guess what it contains? ( Phenylephrine HCl, Benzalkonium chloride) For a moment I thought Phenylephrine HCl is an alpha adrenergic drug - a decongestant for flu. Perhaps it works the same in the eye by constricting blood vessels in the eye to r...

Stress. How do you compare stress among one another? It's too subjective in one person and in another..how do you measure stress? You can't measure stress like any other disease states for example blood glucose measure by using glucometer etc. to decide if your blood glucose is higher /lower than another person. So, like happiness, how do measure stress? It is no use complaining to another person who stressful you are simply because you're not the only person feeling so. And how do you know that you are MORE stressful than the other person? Just because you THINK that you are stress doesn't mean that the other person is least stressed compared to you. zzz. Hence, what can you do when you're stressed out? I think I would just let it linger for awhile, and then dismiss it for awhile, and let it linger again, and dismiss again, and hopefully it will get dismissed for a longer period of time. I don't want to start counting how many CAs I have left before finals . Al...