S eptember 13th already. AHHHHHH I am doubting myself ain't sure what is my life all about. I lack the energy and passion and drive to do things. What is wrong with me? I am sick now. Always feeling weak and vulnerable. I hate it. Appraisal is soon to come. I don't know what I should do or say. I wish I could say something positive but my heart is negative about what I do daily. Felt like I have been forced into a job because of the money I need Indeed, that was my real intention. owed it to NUS, which I didn't even enjoyed my 4 years of life there..wasted my time and now I have to f**kin repay my loans in working in jobs I don't get to choose/love. Where has my life gone to? I should be controlling it, not the other way round. Damn. I wana return to the music line, but I'm just like any other rotten rusty music lover. Even if I do love music, I can't guarantee i can do music as my job. There are so many people out there who can do much more than me in music and...
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