One month in the job. Feels sucky again. I don't know how to explain this feeling It is purely like "I wish the day ends faster" everyday and when weekends come, " I wish Mondays NEVER come" WHy??? I feel superbly exhausted and tired easily as though I haven't slept in days everyday. It feels as though a huge magnet had suck out one half of my magnetic energy away... I get headaches VERY OFTEN, few days in a week..and it hinders my concentration and thinking process so much it affects my work! I don't know what have become of me. The pledge ceremony just ended last Thursday and I felt empty still. I wasn't at all proud. I wasn't happy. I just wanted to get it over and leave. I think this is bad. I'm lost in a lonely island - lost, emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and physically. LOST. As I get older, my confidence level keeps spiralling downwards. Is there a huge problem with myself? Do I need to seek help? Who should I go to? Even if I do...
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