I'm actually very glad that not many people view my blog. This means that things can be kept semi-personal. Every tick of the clock, every waking into a new day, I am afraid. And only in NUS the fear escalates. Already in my third year, and grades have not been optimistic.Well yeah, people say that it is good enough to graduate FROM NUS. I have never doubted that fact. But when you're in NUS with other NUS-ians, is it really good enough to just pass exams? Is it good enough to just have a degree WITHOUT HONOURS?? My days here are like a ticking bomb. It is like in between a pass and a fail. One slight drop will determine everything. And what's more, I've A YEAR MORE TO GO...and things are indefinitely getting tougher. Pharmacy students say: THis time around, it is near impossible to pull CAP. Best to do is maintain CAP. FUNNY To them, MAINTAIN CAP means maintaining their already good enough CAP ( 2nd upper, 2nd lower , watever) To me, MAINTAIN CAP means maintaining my a...