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Reminder

Today, I am reminded that I'm worthless. I am reminded that I am selfish. I am reminded that I am dumb. I am reminded that I am never gonna live long like this. How wonderful. Thanks to me.
It really does..hurt. I'm hating it everytime you do this. The end.
I'm actually very glad that not many people view my blog. This means that things can be kept semi-personal. Every tick of the clock, every waking into a new day, I am afraid. And only in NUS the fear escalates. Already in my third year, and grades have not been optimistic.Well yeah, people say that it is good enough to graduate FROM NUS. I have never doubted that fact. But when you're in NUS with other NUS-ians, is it really good enough to just pass exams? Is it good enough to just have a degree WITHOUT HONOURS?? My days here are like a ticking bomb. It is like in between a pass and a fail. One slight drop will determine everything. And what's more, I've A YEAR MORE TO GO...and things are indefinitely getting tougher. Pharmacy students say: THis time around, it is near impossible to pull CAP. Best to do is maintain CAP. FUNNY To them, MAINTAIN CAP means maintaining their already good enough CAP ( 2nd upper, 2nd lower , watever) To me, MAINTAIN CAP means maintaining my a...