Abandoned and alive
Realised I have been away for a long time There is this urge to express once again Feeling inwardly awkward still, I could not figure out what is truly going on. Worse of all, it started off right at the start of the new year (2013). THE vivid dreams came back.. Frightening ones, Yes Adventurous and risky ones, Yes Weird and dramatic ones, Yes Normal that I could not remember most of them but when I could, it stays. Some repetition or modification, some say improvisation into the one dream which re-plays itself the other nights or comes back after a week or two. This particular one I remember is probably an effect after watching 'Life of Pi' The ocean became terribly scary yet beautiful at the same time. I had fishes ( including predator fishes from the ocean) coming from a tiny tunnel connected to my house, into my living room. My entire two-storey house is fixated right in the middle of the ocean. When I eventually pump out the water ( using an ordinary pu...