unFathomable Envisagement,Imperfectly Perfect

Last Saturday was a tiring yet fulfilling day I miss Yan Qi and also Joshua. =p They are both from the spastic kids association. I think they have cerebral palsy. But...they are sooo adorable!!! They really deserve to hangout and have fun! And so.. We brought them to Jacob Ballas Garden for kids. whee!! Each of us was assigned to handle a kid. Mine's a timid lil girl name Yan Qi. She broke up crying initially in the bus when i first 'held' her. Her dad said she woke up feeling moody ..ah, how adorable. ha! Yeap, she teared in the bus, and kept repeating that 'daddy is gonna fetch you home' And I repeated after her many many many times...yes, 'daddy is gonna fetch you home', after we go play in the garden. ;) And so, on the way to the garden, i realised she had some problems interpreting what i had to say. Well, it was a challenge. But yet, at times she is just sooo brilliant! There was once i let her ate her box of honey stars, and was really hungry so i ask...

yikes!!! the worst 3 hours for the semester is indeed, today. Dispensing practicals. It is seriously traumatising. I screw it totally. 3 prescriptions. Gone. Patient will die after my interventions made. well maybe one will survive. It's like..rushing against time. I gave a wrong dose of inhaler to a patient. And KNOWING that it is wrong , i din bother to go intervent again after the first intervention. Cos, the first intervention has be signed by 'the doctor', and the time limit held me back. In the end, my extemporaneous preparation, which is an ointment, was made 'blindly'. I didn't even have the time to read the literature. I didn't even weigh out the correct quantity. Somehow the tablets were insufficient, time was taken to get more tablets, and yeah...i was like 'i don't care anymore'. For a moment, my mind was overloaded, and i stood there, doing nothing, traumatised. Yes, i screwed up EVERYTHING! strength was wrong. didn't complete my...

It is a blue monday. the sky is blue. the sun ain't shining as brightly as it ought to be. I'm reluctantly sitting in front of my laptop, blogging. I'm also reluctant to do anything related to studies. Every monday I have to feedback on a topic on my IT forum. OK, today's topic ain't that difficult. Then, am i supposed to update on my wiki project as well? oh, laziness... Next, I have my FedEx project to furnish up. And then, i have my social work tutorial presentation to work on..afterwhich i'm done with all these, I have to complete my Research Method evaluation of Lit to be handed up this Friday, and my social work project to be handed in next week, and panic for the Dispensing Lab session this Thursday. Next on the list is to mug for next week's Top25 Drugs again. And after this week, there's more to come.... The National University of Singapore is ranked the 30th amongst the top 200 and 4th in Asia based on the latest results of the Times Higher Ed...

Spending Sundays alone is boring. Oh. No, I’m not alone. I’m with a whole pile of papers and documents overloaded in my desktop. Planned to watch 2 webcasts today but due to unforeseen circumstances, both webcast couldn’t be LOADED. Darn. Hence, I have to reserve my 4 hours of webcast on other busier days during the e-learning week aka ‘Extra’ Learning Week.Nice. --.- I think I’m having bipolar these days. Feel super down then super high. Now, I’m super down. EVERYTHING I have to complain about. Particularly ‘The House’ Yes. I’m just too freaking pissed. What about? Cleanliness. I don’t care if you think I have OCD ( obsessive compulsive disorder) having to clean the house all the time but my standards of cleanliness isn’t that high actually. I get pissed when GIRLS can’t keep the house clean. And . They are not PRC. They are Malaysians. Toilets, kitchen, living room. I have been cleaning since the start of the semester and now….I gave up. It is like being a freaking maid to ...