unFathomable Envisagement,Imperfectly Perfect

Had a good treat from weifeng. yummy and we were bloated till we skipped dinner. sat there, ate and ate from 12 sharp till 2.25pm. Cost SGD 21 and i think it's worthwhile! you bet! anyway, 1. shark fin's soup 2. clam and oysters 3. baby octopus, prawn salad, ham, pasta, seaweed etc. 4. Unagi, unagi pizza, raw octopus, salmon, squid. 5. Bamboo 'lala' 6. Dory fish + butter 7. Black pepper lamb 8. delicious! + mocha coffee, a slice of oreo cheese cake and mango cheese cake, + longan and sea coconut as dessert. 9. Last but not least, ICE CREAM! mine in particular is lime and mango sorbet. aiyo..too full..cannot eat anymore.. Basically, didn't imagine the both of us could eat that much! After eating, went jalan jalan to help digest some of the food. long time never camwhore. lol. tried 3 bajus but never buy any despite the grand singapore sale. swt. ciao~

Finally I've the time to settle down in my room to type a few words. I've been working for 2 weeks already , and things have been very challenging. The things I do everyday is work ( 8 hours), come back to do some research, sleep, and work again the next morning. It is boring. I just couldn't imagine myself doing this in life. Sigh. There are just many types of people everywhere. The place where I work are mostly Caucasians and they are definitly the upper level class of people who know about their medications and what they are taking them for. Basically, this makes my job even tougher as i feel that what i know is also what they know. Hence, if i make a mistake, they will definitely know! Yea, have encountered 'weird' types of people, have been yelled at, and i can't imagine more to come for the next 4 weeks. It will be increasingly harder. I DON"T WANT TO WEAR MY WHITECOAT. There's just too many names and more often than not i keep mixing them up. It...

In one hour's time, I'll be sitting for my final paper. and The day has arrived. She was fine the last time I saw her. I remember she could still walk, talk and eat. Today, she can't speak, she can't eat, she can't walk. She lay supine, unable to do anything. BREATHE, is the only thing she is able to do. Yet, each breath gets harder and harder. The sound of her breathing could be heard even through the phone. She is a very extremely tough person I know. By being tough is the only way she will enable herself to live ; to give life to others ( her children) and the people around her. Despite having a bad temper and a genetically inherited stubborness which runs now in the family, she is strong-willed, determined, and ' look hard, soft inside'. She survived many years of torture nobody can imagine, yet she still able to survive them all. Until today, her time has come. She needs to rest. She doesn't deserve to endure the pain anymore...her twin suffered jus...

I am soo f****** pissed. Not with the paper I sat for today, not with anyone, but with MYSELF Everyone seems to be realllly into studying. Yes. People study. I study too. In fact, I study day, night and even in my dreams. Until I have the urge to just BURST. I get multiple headaches and still force info in and in and in. No. I don't hate studying. But i hate studying for days..non-stop. Sitting in my room, glued my butt to the chair from 9am to 12am with occasional take off time to shower, and eat ( together while studying) just getting on my nerves!. I cannot withstand the ongoing days with notes ; hardly have time for ANYTHING ELSE. It can really make me go insane. For others, they study too. But how come they don't go insane? And yet, they can MEMORISE ( yes, memorise) sooooooo freaking much without worrying that they'll forget? Why I have to read and read and read and read ( at least 5-6 rounds!!!) before I can actually UNDERSTAND and then MEMORISE?????? I just cannot d...