It's the blues.. I can't seem to say it or express this feeling elsewhere.. Facebook is way tooo risky..hate having colleagues added and then u don't have privacy to post whatever mood u're feeling as the WHOLE WIDE WORLD will then know u're such a loser. Argh. Why couldn't I get motivation? I always couldn't perform at work. I get very demotivated and always getting myself into a mess and it takes a whole lot of worries and trouble to just clean up the mess I hate myself I have written /seek professional help but yet to hear any replies or phone call from them I don't know if I should persist I don't how long I can take this ACC course is starting tomorrow and I have to juggle again between WORK and STUDY IT IS FREAKING TIRING If you really love what you're doing, I am very sure I won't be feeling this way, dreading each day at work If I love what I'm doing I will be motivated at most times, only less motivated few times.... But now, I...
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