unFathomable Envisagement,Imperfectly Perfect

Nothing beats MSL UFO 1 Pharm FOW..im just drained. no other comments. Well maybe there is.. I wished I'm doing something more meaningful instead. like... _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Or just concentrate on one thing, that is _ _ _ ( sorry with the fill in the blanks, you will know if u know, but no point knowing anyway.) There's just too many things I wanna say but ..they are out of boundaries. All i can say is... I am stressed. You bet. Classes hvnt even started to add to my level of stress. and I'm already half dead. not just physically tired, but in all other aspects as well. I'm no good thick-face, tough pretender with super unlimited energy to bear with the every second that passes by. My resources and channeling of plans and passion always go to the wrong thing. When I finally realise this, it is too late. No turning back. What's done is done. Maybe I should just pop in more B complexes, coffee and vitamin C. I admit. I am a weak soul. Part of the Chorus of Torn...

I am depressed. for no reason. ain't exactly sad ain't exactly happy just in between what do u call that? I feel like partying till I'm drunk I feel like dancing till I'm breathless At times like these, I don't feel like I'm myself Or perhaps, I am myself. I don't know who I really am I don't know who I really want to be I don't know what I want in life Perhaps, I don't know anything at all! "Apologize" [Verse 1] I'm holdin' on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground. And I'm hearin' what you say, But I just can't make a sound. You tell me that you need me, Then you go and cut me down... But wait... You tell me that you're sorry, Didn't think I'd turn around... And say... [Chorus] That it's too late to apologize. It's too late... I said it's too late to apologize. It's too late. Yeah! [Verse 2] I'd take another chance, Take a fall, take a shot for you. I need...