unFathomable Envisagement,Imperfectly Perfect

What is life? Life is Death – true enough, you won’t know the meaning of life until death arrives at your doorstep. At that time, you will realize how worthy is life. What makes life meaningful? People say the essence of life is happiness. Together with this, comes love, friendship, $$$ and many other complexities which are difficult to describe. When you’re alive, you are bound to be challenged by the essence of death. These include illness of whatever sort and triggers (hatred, stress, environmental pollution) that intertwined with each other; increasing the risk of death. Why people fear death and not fear life? It’s rather paradoxical as life, compared with death, has many more things to fear with. When you’re alive, you fear being alone, you fear pain (because you feel pain), you fear nasty people (because they harm you in many ways possible), you fear illnesses (especially when you genetically inherited them from your descendents), you fear all the little things that inevit...

Since when was the last time I blogged? Long long ago... And why am I back blogging? It isn't true that I'm free now..in fact, I'm even busier by the week..There is at least one CA each week, not including projects and 'retired' CCA stuff to do. I am working as a barista now. Well, that is one fun thing. I get to make my own coffee..and it inspired me to own a set of coffee maker in the near future so I can get to brew fresh coffee! Yes, that adds on to my list ( the old ones include music instruments in a special music room, and a pet dog. =) Well, stressful times can also be times to fantasize about the good things to take the mind off awhile. I'm supposed to be sleeping at this hour since the week will start once again with my busy schedule. You bet, I have another CA on Friday, which I have yet to finish revising. Anyway, just to recap a few things that have passed. - Pharmacy Rag won 2 shields. which made us humbly Proud. -Yenyoong flew off for SEP, followe...

Nothing beats MSL UFO 1 Pharm FOW..im just drained. no other comments. Well maybe there is.. I wished I'm doing something more meaningful instead. like... _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Or just concentrate on one thing, that is _ _ _ ( sorry with the fill in the blanks, you will know if u know, but no point knowing anyway.) There's just too many things I wanna say but ..they are out of boundaries. All i can say is... I am stressed. You bet. Classes hvnt even started to add to my level of stress. and I'm already half dead. not just physically tired, but in all other aspects as well. I'm no good thick-face, tough pretender with super unlimited energy to bear with the every second that passes by. My resources and channeling of plans and passion always go to the wrong thing. When I finally realise this, it is too late. No turning back. What's done is done. Maybe I should just pop in more B complexes, coffee and vitamin C. I admit. I am a weak soul. Part of the Chorus of Torn...

I am depressed. for no reason. ain't exactly sad ain't exactly happy just in between what do u call that? I feel like partying till I'm drunk I feel like dancing till I'm breathless At times like these, I don't feel like I'm myself Or perhaps, I am myself. I don't know who I really am I don't know who I really want to be I don't know what I want in life Perhaps, I don't know anything at all! "Apologize" [Verse 1] I'm holdin' on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground. And I'm hearin' what you say, But I just can't make a sound. You tell me that you need me, Then you go and cut me down... But wait... You tell me that you're sorry, Didn't think I'd turn around... And say... [Chorus] That it's too late to apologize. It's too late... I said it's too late to apologize. It's too late. Yeah! [Verse 2] I'd take another chance, Take a fall, take a shot for you. I need...

6 more days..and I'll be back in Singapore, flooded with AGM docs, FOW and Year 3's stress! First thing I need to do when I get back: - Pack my room. No.2 : meet up with ex Hon Gen Sec to enlighten me with things to prepare for AGM. No. 3: Renew phone contract, Get a new phone. No. 4: Prepare for AGM meeting, Bid for modules, prepare for FOW, prepare for the semester. haiz. The list is never empty. Even during holidays. And yes, holidays are short. TIme is short. Well, at least I've done a few things which I felt I've spent time wisely. =P 1. Preceptorship for 6 weeks 2. APPS for 10days. 3. Home. - first week : stayed at home to catch up with sleep and some dramas and of coz, with my buddies! - second week : went to Ipoh for one day with mum and bros, and wf brought us around for good food. The next day, he came down to kl for almost 6 days. On the sunday, we went for Cheer2008. Shirtliff frm BBGS - now SBU ( my ex high school) won champs and made history as they ba...

my group campaigning on the streets. we did the posters and banners with sweat and pain and sleepless nights! muaks!! hooray!!feels great!! will miss them..sobz ohyea, we're at the entrance of the temple talented children. cheerios! yummy food and great nite! Lod Chong!!! breaktime during symposium. our room!! Sofitel hotel rocks! The many of us who went . Thailand - known as ‘The Land of Smiles’ Indeed, we were welcomed with many many sweet smiles from pharmacy students of different universities in Thailand. What did we do? Ok , I shall begin. Day 1 I slept for only 2 hours, then took a cab to Changi Airport ard 4am. Flight departed around 630am, reach Suvarnabumi Airport in Bangkok at approx. 830am. Greeted by a group of Thai students to welcome us to Thailand; followed by a 6 hour journey bus towards northeast thai where our congress would be held – Khon Kaen University! Reached Khon Kaen, registered for...