unFathomable Envisagement,Imperfectly Perfect

Nothing beats MSL UFO 1 Pharm FOW..im just drained. no other comments. Well maybe there is.. I wished I'm doing something more meaningful instead. like... _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Or just concentrate on one thing, that is _ _ _ ( sorry with the fill in the blanks, you will know if u know, but no point knowing anyway.) There's just too many things I wanna say but ..they are out of boundaries. All i can say is... I am stressed. You bet. Classes hvnt even started to add to my level of stress. and I'm already half dead. not just physically tired, but in all other aspects as well. I'm no good thick-face, tough pretender with super unlimited energy to bear with the every second that passes by. My resources and channeling of plans and passion always go to the wrong thing. When I finally realise this, it is too late. No turning back. What's done is done. Maybe I should just pop in more B complexes, coffee and vitamin C. I admit. I am a weak soul. Part of the Chorus of Torn...

I am depressed. for no reason. ain't exactly sad ain't exactly happy just in between what do u call that? I feel like partying till I'm drunk I feel like dancing till I'm breathless At times like these, I don't feel like I'm myself Or perhaps, I am myself. I don't know who I really am I don't know who I really want to be I don't know what I want in life Perhaps, I don't know anything at all! "Apologize" [Verse 1] I'm holdin' on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground. And I'm hearin' what you say, But I just can't make a sound. You tell me that you need me, Then you go and cut me down... But wait... You tell me that you're sorry, Didn't think I'd turn around... And say... [Chorus] That it's too late to apologize. It's too late... I said it's too late to apologize. It's too late. Yeah! [Verse 2] I'd take another chance, Take a fall, take a shot for you. I need...

6 more days..and I'll be back in Singapore, flooded with AGM docs, FOW and Year 3's stress! First thing I need to do when I get back: - Pack my room. No.2 : meet up with ex Hon Gen Sec to enlighten me with things to prepare for AGM. No. 3: Renew phone contract, Get a new phone. No. 4: Prepare for AGM meeting, Bid for modules, prepare for FOW, prepare for the semester. haiz. The list is never empty. Even during holidays. And yes, holidays are short. TIme is short. Well, at least I've done a few things which I felt I've spent time wisely. =P 1. Preceptorship for 6 weeks 2. APPS for 10days. 3. Home. - first week : stayed at home to catch up with sleep and some dramas and of coz, with my buddies! - second week : went to Ipoh for one day with mum and bros, and wf brought us around for good food. The next day, he came down to kl for almost 6 days. On the sunday, we went for Cheer2008. Shirtliff frm BBGS - now SBU ( my ex high school) won champs and made history as they ba...

my group campaigning on the streets. we did the posters and banners with sweat and pain and sleepless nights! muaks!! hooray!!feels great!! will miss them..sobz ohyea, we're at the entrance of the temple talented children. cheerios! yummy food and great nite! Lod Chong!!! breaktime during symposium. our room!! Sofitel hotel rocks! The many of us who went . Thailand - known as ‘The Land of Smiles’ Indeed, we were welcomed with many many sweet smiles from pharmacy students of different universities in Thailand. What did we do? Ok , I shall begin. Day 1 I slept for only 2 hours, then took a cab to Changi Airport ard 4am. Flight departed around 630am, reach Suvarnabumi Airport in Bangkok at approx. 830am. Greeted by a group of Thai students to welcome us to Thailand; followed by a 6 hour journey bus towards northeast thai where our congress would be held – Khon Kaen University! Reached Khon Kaen, registered for...

Hip Hip Hurray!! The day has finally arrived. It's the end of " Part 1 Preceptorship Programme" How do i feel? hrm. HAPPY ? coz no need to work anymore for the next few months. phew. Yet, other things are piling up. Had to prepare for our APPS Thailand trip . Now it's left with perfecting our dance steps . 3 more days to go and we're OFF to Thailand. The others are busy preparing props for the food presentation. wonder how it will be like.heh anyway, on the final day of our preceptorship programme, we had a FUNTIME held at De Coder's Cafe, Balmoral Rd Bkt Timah. well, some ( not all) preceptors came to join us. My preceptor came. =) That place is pretty similar to Settler's Cafe. Played boardgames , food etc. etc. The bestest , most outrageous part was the forfeit part. Our group had MANY MANY forfeits. Luckily the guys in the group are willing to do most of them. haha.. there was one part where someone had to go out, get a stranger and freeze for 15second...

All in my mind now is just.. how nice if only I'm still a child, free from worries and responsibilities and evils of the world. I'm still learning to walk, read ABCs and going to kindergarten ( At least they aren't too difficult to do. I have breaktime to go play the swing, and yummy teatime again. During art lessons we play plasticine and during music time we sing songs.) ----- Childhood once lost is forever lost. THere is no turning back. It is the same for now. What you think you're going through a suffering is isn't as bad now than it will be later. Being a student, we complain. Being in the workforce, we complain. Being an elderly, we ALSO complain. When is the time we will not complain? When we're all naive and gullible in our mum's womb. ----- I am just different from the people i know. I am not like them. I can never be like them. I am eccentric and i can never change the fact that i am this way. " hoping to run away from all the responsibilitie...

I had a bad day, take it away, sing a sad song, turn it around..( Daniel Powter's song came relevant to me as always) Well, 2 more weeks until i finally end. I can't wait. Yet, time is passing by so slowly..8.5 hours a day is disastrous. I'm halfway sick but not totally sick.What do i mean? ok, today i woke up as usual..prepared for work..on my way there..( that's like 5 mins before i reach my workplace), my preceptor called and said " i'm on MC today". Oh, ok. So..this means i have to go bck..wasted 5 bucks taking bus for nothing. Then, i decided : "hrm, perhaps i can go see a doctor as i still have sorethroat and gassy stomach". ok, and hence i went to YIH UHWC. Then... Doctor happily prescribed me Trachisan Lozenges, and Omeprazole. I ask " Can i get an MC?" Doctor replied " I don't think so, you're condition is not serious. Perhaps I can give u a cheat time( err not sure if it's called that way). I'll write down...