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I’ve been reading through this months’ Reader’s Digest and came across a 2 page list of drugs which amused me. You must be wondering ‘what’s the big deal? Drugs are for every purpose in our lives are everywhere” And so I thought. But this was rather different. Have you ever heard of drugs that might help relationships? Viagra is one. Yup. But listed below are many others ..>. New Drugs For Men ( By Women) 1. Anniversia – Trieggers memories of birthdays and wedding anniversaries while simultaneously loosening spending inhibitions at jewellery shops. 2. Verbiloose – One spoonful of this before dinner will make a man willing to talk about his feelings for 20 whole minutes. 3. Slendavis – Widens and flattens the male cornea, making wives appear slim and willowy. 4. Belchex – Adds a terrifyingly foul taste to stomach gas making men scared to burp, or let loose any other gas from their body. 5. Sportoblind – Reacts with the optic n...
I'm once again back at home in KL. After enduring all those days of studying in my 3rd year Pharm course, it feels weird coming back home for hols. Well, one more year to go..time really flies. My intern will start in mid June. Pray that all things will go well in AH. Until now, I don't feel that i belong in retail or hosp or industrial. I've no idea where i'll go after my final year. I'll just let Him guide me along the way. Sometimes, the very mixed up feeling arises when u're in a different environment. I feel happy yet not all happy being at home. In fact I felt happier spending hols in Ipoh. Yet, it's not all that happy either..I felt another sense of happiness being in Sg alongside with the unhappiness being the majority of it. It is just weird. And a few days ago, there has been a few sad news. It made me wonder again...what is life to me?? So many unanswered questions like.. 1. Why is it that life - human beings are only found on Planet Earth? 2. Whe...
It feels weird to blog after not blogging consistently. Perhaps the intense hyper feeling to blog has faded as I realised my blog is all about sadness and death and hopeless and just...all gloomy. Indeed, life in NUS is gloomy. Yet, where has all the happiness gone to? Eaten up by numerous CAs? Hell I don't really care about my grades anymore. Heck, have I lost my motivation to study? No. It's just ..tired of doing the SAME THING again and again every single day in 3 years? Good news is...I have a year more to go to have such routine life afterwhich I will have another type of routine life...working. Is life all about routine? I envy people who travels around the world, appreciating the greatness in mankind, artistry, scenery, music, cultures, food.... I envy people in the entertainment industry particularly those who travel and appear on TV ; recommending the various food in different countries, or those who travel around and appear on TV for documentary on interesting places...

Reminder

Today, I am reminded that I'm worthless. I am reminded that I am selfish. I am reminded that I am dumb. I am reminded that I am never gonna live long like this. How wonderful. Thanks to me.
It really does..hurt. I'm hating it everytime you do this. The end.
I'm actually very glad that not many people view my blog. This means that things can be kept semi-personal. Every tick of the clock, every waking into a new day, I am afraid. And only in NUS the fear escalates. Already in my third year, and grades have not been optimistic.Well yeah, people say that it is good enough to graduate FROM NUS. I have never doubted that fact. But when you're in NUS with other NUS-ians, is it really good enough to just pass exams? Is it good enough to just have a degree WITHOUT HONOURS?? My days here are like a ticking bomb. It is like in between a pass and a fail. One slight drop will determine everything. And what's more, I've A YEAR MORE TO GO...and things are indefinitely getting tougher. Pharmacy students say: THis time around, it is near impossible to pull CAP. Best to do is maintain CAP. FUNNY To them, MAINTAIN CAP means maintaining their already good enough CAP ( 2nd upper, 2nd lower , watever) To me, MAINTAIN CAP means maintaining my a...
A: If I have seven apples in my left hand and eight apples in my right hand, what do I have? B: Two very big hands! ( Thinking Hats and COloured Turbans- Creativity across cultures- Kirpal Singh)