I suck. I jus felt like im one of them. Im like a kid stuck in a 24 yr old and i am plain childish. I dont know who i am, what i can do and why are the rest doing what they are doing. I dont know what i am doing. I feel purposeless. I am jus useless. I am anhedonic. Nothing seems to cheer me up. Interests i used to have do not interest me much anymore. Prereg coming go an end and i know nothing. I dont undrstNd my existence as there is no difference except i add up to the total population on earth. I think i am too delusionised. How and what on earth am i doing? Mu thoughts are disorganised. I cant communicate in a manner that ppl understands me. Depressed, i am.
Stress. How do you compare stress among one another? It's too subjective in one person and in another..how do you measure stress? You can't measure stress like any other disease states for example blood glucose measure by using glucometer etc. to decide if your blood glucose is higher /lower than another person. So, like happiness, how do measure stress? It is no use complaining to another person who stressful you are simply because you're not the only person feeling so. And how do you know that you are MORE stressful than the other person? Just because you THINK that you are stress doesn't mean that the other person is least stressed compared to you. zzz. Hence, what can you do when you're stressed out? I think I would just let it linger for awhile, and then dismiss it for awhile, and let it linger again, and dismiss again, and hopefully it will get dismissed for a longer period of time. I don't want to start counting how many CAs I have left before finals . Al...
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