Where is the HOPE?

It is just hopeless.

People study to score, whereas I study to fail

I just don't know what I can do anymore.

Isn't it paradoxical that the more you study, the more you tend to fail?

I have given up much hopes.

and Yes, now I pray that I'm able to pull through 4 years; not without failing, but graduating

When you don't see the slightest light , you lose aim.

Where shall I aim for next? where is the path? I can't see the path in front of me.

Forever lost.

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